(Because I can’t resist, this post contains far too many pictures of me wearing a variety of hats. Hooray for visual puns!)
I’m that blogger who disappears for weeks at a time and turns up with a post and doesn’t even mention that it’s only my second one that month even though I used to post three times a week. I’m the one who goes from super philosophical to posting random junk about nothing and never even apologises for it (because that goes against my blog policy).
This is one of those times when I turn up after a semi-hiatus of infrequent posts and try and explain exactly what I’ve been doing without looking like a lazy, unmotivated blogger who isn’t capable of maintaining the multiple sites she writes for.
But you see, I’m not just a blogger.
Hat number one: student
Despite my pretensions to maturity, I’m still at school. I recently took my AS Level exams (Advanced Subsidiary Level – standardised exams taken in the penultimate year of secondary school), and while they’ve been over for a month now and I can no longer use them as an excuse, I’m still studying, so I still have to do full school days and homework and stuff. On this note, I stupidly agreed to teach a lesson on the Celts in a couple of weeks’ time, so I need to prep for that. I’m also in the process of beginning to apply for university which is a) terrifying and b) effort- and time-consuming.
Hat number two: writer
I have been writing a lot recently. So far this year (that is, 2013), I’ve completed several novels:
- Returning—Draft II. The third book in my ‘Death and Fairies’ trilogy, this second draft was thirty thousand words longer than the first, with significant plot and characterisation changes. I’m pretty sure it’s a lot better.
- Forget My Wings—Draft I. This sci-fi/fantasy Victorian-era novel was based on a concept from my first ever novel, and I greatly enjoyed writing it, if only for the look on Charley’s face when she read some of the more emotional scenes.
- The Quiet Ones—Draft II. An action-adventure novel about modern-day knights set at Aberdeen University, this second draft was also quite a lot different from its respective first draft, and I’m proud of it. The plot didn’t go entirely where I expected it to go, though … not helped by my characters unexpectedly getting together.
- Untitled prequel—draft I. This was written more for fun than with any intent to publish it. A prequel to my Death and Fairies trilogy, it involved the only scenes my character Alex has ever appeared genuinely happy. To prevent my mind from imploding, however, they didn’t last. Sorry, Alex.
I’m currently working on a novel inspired by Norse mythology (but I’ve lost my ability to title so I’ll not go into too much detail here) which is turning out to be super long and will definitely drag over into July Camp NaNoWriMo.
As a result of this ridiculous amount of writing (I’ve written over 480k in 2013 so far), my energy is kind of drained when it comes to blogging.
Hat number three: poet
I feel pretentious for calling myself a poet, but the truth is, I’m working on a poetry collection at the moment. I’ve written a lot of poems that I’m not including, which should tell you something about how much poetry I write. At the moment (as of today) I’m in the middle of writing a super long poem … that is, it’s six pages already, and unfinished. Most of my poems are shorter, but I’m becoming more and more comfortable with the medium as I continue.
Hat number four: musician
I don’t tend to wear this hat as much these days, but at the moment it’s dominating my time. I’m playing in the band for my school’s production of Hairspray, which is next week. It’s exhausting, involving a number of all-day rehearsals. I’m also working towards my grade eight violin exam, which is in mid-July. So there’s a lot of violin playing going on, to the point where flute is getting almost entirely squeezed out, even though I’m in a concert a week on Sunday and haven’t been to rehearsals for the last couple of weeks, due to hat number five…
Hat number five: dancer
I’m taking my grade six ballet exam on Sunday, so I’m supposed to be practising for that. Not as much is happening as should be happening, due to all these other hats taking up my time! Connected to the dance thing, I’m also trying to get fit to help my hypermobility syndrome, as I was told that doing exercise was the only way to make it manageable and not painful, so I’m trying to make sure I keep moving. It’s hard, as I’m usually exhausted when I get home in the evenings … if I have any free time at all.
Hat number six: video blogger
My vlogging has been greatly neglected and it’s over a month since the last video went up on my channel. I’d like to say I plan to amend that immediately, but I’m really not sure I can promise anything, due to how busy the next couple of weeks are, so my subscribers will just have to wait a little. Sigh…
Hat number seven: Iron Man
I write as Iron Man for the wonderful YA fiction / publishing blog YAvengers. That means that any posts I write about writing or characters tend to go over there, rather than here, so that’s half my inspiration / blogging energy used up. On the bright side, I get to say “I am Iron Man” … on my CV. If that’s not a cool thing to put under ‘work experience’, I don’t know what is.
Because of all of these, a few things are getting squeezed out: archery, for one, as I haven’t been able to go for some time now. This is partly due to illness and partly due to other commitments. And blogging. So while I might not be here as often for the next couple of weeks, I promise I’ll come back as soon as the super stresses of my present life are slightly relieved. I greatly appreciate the comments you leave me, and recently I’ve received two emails encouraging me and complimenting me on my posts—I can’t express how much that meant to me.
So you see, I have too many hats to possibly be able to wear them all at once. Once I get ‘musician’ out of the way (and ‘dancer’ for this summer), I’ll have a great deal more time for blogging. I think I need to assign some of my ‘writing’ time to my blog instead of my novel, but we’ll see how it works out…
On the subject of hats, I leave you with my favourite joke of the past week:
What do Sherlock Holmes and Will Graham have in common?
A deer stalker!*
*I realise this makes absolutely no sense to people who don’t watch Hannibal but I promise you it’s hilarious if you do.